"Here she was wet, and smooth as velvet. I had never, of course, touched anyone like this before - except, sometimes, myself; but it was as if I touched myself now, for the slippery hand which stroked her seemed to stroke me: I felt my drawers grow damp and warm, my own hips jerk as hers did. Soon I "
"At last, I felt her hand settle at the very wettest part of me, and she breathed against my ear. 'Do you care for it,' she murmured then, 'inside?' The question was such a gentle, such a gallant one, I almost wept. 'Oh!' I said, and again she kissed me; and after a moment I felt her move within me, "
"The Palace was a small and, I suspect, a rather shabby theatre ; but when I see it in my memories I see it still with my oyster-girl’s eyes - I see the mirror-glass which lined the walls, the crimson plush upon the seats, the plaster cupids, painted gold, which swooped above the curtain. Like our oy"
"It was the hair, I think, which drew me most. If I had ever seen women with hair as short as hers, it was because they had spent time in hospital or prison; or because they were mad. They could never have looked like Kitty Butler. Her hair fitted her head like a little cap that had been sewn, just f"
故事的三个部分,第一部分只觉得在看陌生人的老套故事,有点像一个BE版本的Me and My Girl,一个宝冢追星却没选对良人的故事;到了第二部分,觉得像在看西洋镜,慢慢有些理解一个不为常人所知的另外的世界,对于爱泼斯坦这类的事情我之前只觉得是八卦和罪恶,故事里冷眼看来只觉得有钱人深陷欲望也是可怜;到了故事的第三部分我才真正喜欢上女主南希,虽然结局有些过于浪漫化,但我需要这样的一个HE让自己开心一下,此外我很喜欢作者在最后的一幕里让所有角色都出场谢幕的安排,此刻并无善恶高低之分,只是世间群像、各自选择也各自承担,倒是也很有禅意。