"再说还有那种恐怖感,那种强烈的无能为力的感觉,因为父母把这条生命交到你手里的时候期望你活到老,期望你宁静地与其同行,而你却不能。 Then (she had felt it only this morning) there was the terror; the overwhelming incapacity, one's parents giving it into one's hands, this life, to be lived to the end, to be walked with serenely; there was in the depths of her heart a"