Childhood, Youth, Dependency

Tove Ditlevsen

出版时间

2021-01-16

ISBN

9780241457573

评分

★★★★★
书籍介绍
Growing up in a working-class neighbourhood in Copenhagen, Tove feels that her childhood is made for a completely different girl. As 'long, mysterious words begin to crawl across my soul', she comes to understand that she has a vocation that will define her life. Her path seems assured, but she has no idea of the struggles ahead - love affairs, wanted and unwanted pregnancies, artistic failure and destructive addiction. As the years go by, the central tension of Tove's life comes into painful focus: the terrible lure of dependency, in all its forms, and the possibility of living freely and fearlessly - as an artist on her own terms.
AI导读
核心看点
  • 北欧文学遗珠,被誉为北欧费兰特
  • 直面童年创伤与女性生存困境
  • 以轻盈笔触书写沉重自毁人生
适合谁读
  • 关注女性成长与心理创伤的读者
  • 喜欢自传体文学与北欧文学的读者
  • 对原生家庭议题有共鸣的读者
读前提醒
  • 全书基调沉重,请做好心理准备
  • 建议先读童年部分,感受细腻笔触
  • 后半部涉及成瘾与婚姻,阅读艰难
读者共识
  • 文字极具穿透力,让人感同身受
  • 童年部分灵气逼人,后半部太虐心
  • 精准描绘了人的自我毁灭过程

本导读基于书籍简介、目录、原文摘录、短评和书评生成,不等同于全文精读。

精彩摘录
  • "清晨,有希望。"
  • "我快要六岁了,很快就会去上学,因为我能阅读和书写。妈妈自豪地告诉所有愿意听她说话的人。她说:穷人家的孩子也能有好脑子。所以她或许是爱我的?我和她的关系是亲密的,痛苦的,脆弱的,我总要不断地从中寻找任何爱的迹象。我做的每件事,都是为了取悦她,逗她笑,防止她生气。这当中的工作极其艰巨,因为与此同时,我还要向她隐瞒许多事。"
  • "我开心地说:我也想做一个诗人!他马上就皱起眉头,严肃地说:别傻了!女孩是不可能成为诗人的。我被冒犯也被伤害了,缩回自己的躯壳中,妈妈和埃德温取笑着我荒唐的想法。我发誓再不会向任何人吐露我的梦想,整个童年都坚守着这个誓言。"
  • "我的同学觉得我身上有不可抵抗的无尽笑料,而我也逐渐适应了小丑的角色,甚至从中得到了悲哀的慰藉,因为这和我毋庸置疑的愚蠢叠加在一起,就能保护我不被他们的尖酸所伤害,那是他们对待任何与众不同的人持有的怪异姿态。"
  • "童年就像一具棺材,长长的,窄窄的,单靠自己出不来。"
  • "我就是那种狡猾的孩子,我的面具就是我的愚蠢,我总是很小心,不让任何人撕去它。"
  • "无论你向何处转身,都会撞上你的童年,伤到自己,因为它的边缘很锋利,很坚硬,只有在你完全被撕裂的时候,伤害才会停止。"
  • "有一天,我的童年闻起来是血的味道。"
作者简介
Tove Ditlevsen was born in 1917 in a working-class neighbourhood in Copenhagen. Her first volume of poetry was published when she was in her early twenties, and was followed by many more books, including her three brilliant volumes of memoir, Childhood (1967), Youth (1967) and Dependency (1971). She married four times and struggled with alcohol and drug abuse throughout her adult life until her death by suicide in 1978.
用户评论
真是太好看的故事!immediacy and vitality, confessional narrative yet with no benefit of hindsight. Living her life to the fullest against all adversity and absolutely unapologetically. 太丰富又丰盛的灵魂。真棒!还想看更多她的故事,连文中偶尔穿插的诗篇都很恰当,可以感受到她不经意的才华跟对文字之美很直觉的掌控。太好看了!
A vulnerable soul and a much troubled life. Especially love how she describes the end of her childhood: ‘…and beneath looms an awkward, an impossible adult’. The mature life does not come to her, and after childhood there is a huge void that can never be filled. Literature thus becomes a faint light flickering in a murky, closed room…
洋洋洒洒,从小时候一直写到第四次婚姻。作为女孩的难,作为妻子的难,作为女人的难。
只读完了childhood部分,后面DNF了
One of the best! 欧洲最受瞩目的热门女作家,被称为北欧的费兰特。在查中国的译本,竟然没有!一本放不下长篇。轻松尖刻的幽默,简单的语言搭建的金句频出,软而钝感的痛也让人落泪。书中有着最棒的对不快乐的童年的描摹。
在图书馆for newcomer书柜随手拿的,陪伴了我在哥哈的前三周。喜欢写童年的部分,好有灵气,精妙写出了冷冷的残酷感,和我看到的哥哈好不一样。后面看得太难受揪心了…
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