My Year of Rest and Relaxation - Ottessa Moshfegh, 奥蒂萨·莫什菲

My Year of Rest and Relaxation

Ottessa Moshfegh, 奥蒂萨·莫什菲

出版社

Penguin Press

出版时间

2018-07-10

ISBN

9780525522119

评分

★★★★★
书籍介绍
Our narrator should be happy, shouldn't she? She's young, thin, pretty, a recent Columbia graduate, works an easy job at a hip art gallery, lives in an apartment on the Upper East Side of Manhattan paid for, like the rest of her needs, by her inheritance. But there is a dark and vacuous hole in her heart, and it isn't just the loss of her parents, or the way her Wall Street boyfriend treats her, or her sadomasochistic relationship with her best friend, Reva. It's the year 2000 in a city aglitter with wealth and possibility; what could be so terribly wrong? My Year of Rest and Relaxation is a powerful answer to that question. Through the story of a year spent under the influence of a truly mad combination of drugs designed to heal our heroine from her alienation from this world, Moshfegh shows us how reasonable, even necessary, alienation can be. Both tender and blackly funny, merciless and compassionate, it is a showcase for the gifts of one of our major writers working at the height of her powers.
用户评论
Fucked-up is also a privilege.
英文有声书。一两年前听过的,突然发现竟然没有标注过。女主一年里就是颓废嗑药和惹人烦。女主的朋友的结局其实更令人觉得人生的无常。
原本以为Reva与“我”再也见不到了是因为生活态度分歧进一步扩大,看到最后才知道。“我”终于接受当下真实的生活,也许算是一种自我和解。还是挺有意思!
男友在机场买了此书时如获至宝,然而我还是长这么大头一次理解“书评”存在的意义。在快睡着的时候,只有看了比书本身更精彩的书评,才能不停的拍脑袋“哦哦哦,我咋没看出来。。” zzzzzzzzz
家庭冷暴力的成长环境,反复无常的男友,离世的双亲,对参与社会太过积极的朋友…最精彩的是最后几十页,真正的hibernation以简单一句get rid of something作为对过往总结而开始。确实,有时候最general就是最确切,这些超出常人承受范围的凉薄与残忍只能用something来概括。全书就是描述一种在主观意愿占主导的空洞,并不是一种单纯的消极避世心理,而是在各种情绪观感慢慢退化后自己选择性与世界脱节的空洞,这是空洞也是自救。别人人眼中的浪费对于她来说只是重新洗洗底牌而已,I’m blonde pretty and young, 这个社会的入场券对这样的人来说从来不会过期。
很简单的故事,一个privilege、problematic、suicidal的厌世白女靠着嗑药休眠一年,但是读起来却是weirdly liberating, oddly comforting and extremely funny! 没有什么深刻的大道理,但是能体会到抑郁患者那种无药可救的感觉。结局很妙 越想越喜欢,随着Reva在911事件中坠落,主人公最后也终于醒了,仿佛Reva就是她抑郁症的隐喻。
关于父母男友的回忆都沉重而令人窒息,但作者的叙述里带着轻松讽刺,所以还挺好读的,Reva和I的对照也很有意思,读到男友在双子塔上班再读到开始冬眠是2000年就猜到会写911,但感觉结尾的地方略显仓促低于预期。
非常有那个大病在的,为什么要说autistic kid是retarded啊 最后强行蹭上911更让人觉得恶心了! why????
dream in dream
8月中旬在Readings买了这本,tram上通勤看完的。数次我选择合起它,看看窗外的世界,试图想象那些药物的作用和现实可行性,那些破碎虚伪的人际关系,我不想理解。数次我在mirage写下Wtf以及数个巨大问号,有次坐我旁边的女生问我这本书怎么样,我回答道it’s hard to comment on. 我想,如果不能relate其实也算一种wellbeing,但是如果relate到的大部分都是space out的黑洞,暴风吸入文字间以至于detach my self from thoughts and feelings, 也算是一种rest了。
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