The Ravishing of Lol Stein

bloody hell unbelievable...the suffering flows so calmly and quietly. feel stifling after reading it, stream of consciousness language made me imagine the fragmentary beauty of Lol Stein every time I read about her. 令人陶醉的正是这种残缺吧。

selfravishing

我愿意相信的是Duras没指望后人去解开这本书的晦涩，也许她只是想告诉我们，爱的偏执与无理取闹。Hey Lol, I know you are still loving him.

via JO 好到不可形容 my mind is blown

intense! have to immediately read again make sure i get it (but did i?) 因为les amours d'anais终于来看了 年轻时老以为杜拉斯是某种烂俗言情小说鼻祖 但实际上as aptly put by somebody else's comment: 每读完一本杜拉斯都如同完成了一次对这世界的嘲讽，与这世界的决裂 法国姐姐/法语?就是intense 一个比一个狠(马上再来刷一个youcenar or genet) 感觉应该躺在beach上看而不是在狭小的飞机舱/我房间…真是憋屈这么好的小说 多次想到sophie calle的la douleur exquise 现代人懂什么是欲望嘛？可笑（一会有空搞一些摘抄

突然想起来中英文版都读过

lavish your pain with generosity..........