Chlorine - Jade Song

Chlorine

Jade Song

出版时间

2023-03-01

ISBN

9780063257603

评分

★★★★★
书籍介绍

In the vein of The Pisces and The Vegetarian, Chlorine is a debut novel that blurs the line between a literary coming-of-age narrative and a dark unsettling horror tale, told from an adult perspective on the trials and tribulations of growing up in a society that puts pressure on young women and their bodies… a powerful, relevant novel of immigration, sapphic longing, and fierce, defiant becoming.

Ren Yu is a swimmer. Her daily life starts and ends with the pool. Her teammates are her only friends. Her coach is her guiding light. If she swims well enough, she will be scouted, get a scholarship, go to a good school. Her parents will love her. Her coach will be kind to her. She will have a good life.

But these are human concerns. These are the concerns of those confined to land, those with legs. Ren grew up on stories of creatures of the deep, of the oceans and the rivers. Creatures that called sailors to their doom. That dragged them down and drowned them. That feasted on their flesh. The creature that she’s always longed to become: the mermaid.

Ren aches to be in the water. She dreams of the scent of chlorine, the feel of it on her skin. And she will do anything she can to make a life for herself where she can be free. No matter the pain. No matter what anyone else thinks. No matter how much blood she has to spill.

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Jade Song is an artist, art director, and writer. Their stories and essays have appeared in Teen Vogue, Electric Literature, and various literary magazines. Chlorine is her debut novel.

用户评论
Illegal copy. 七月讀完竟拖到現在才標⋯google search Chlorine第一個彈出來的是chemical element lol Quite diverse side descriptions & narratives but kind of Asian teen hasnt self-confidence, death & sex education, the process of self-reconstruction after grow up to find these things…the same cliché 在各路期許or self-imposed中太想贏游泳比賽成為了人魚,所以人魚到底是妳自己想成為的還是被環境迫逼妳成為的?
不太喜欢coming of age类型的故事,前半部分也比较一般,接近结尾那里才开始好看起来
but the will is a terrible thing no
今年我的年度最佳小说!一个华裔女生成长为真正的ta自己——人鱼的故事。一心想要女儿念藤校的妈、不在场的爸、把自己的欲望跟小女孩的愿望混为一体的游泳教练、心不在焉又要吃醋的date、一桩发生在众人身边被默许的强暴、还有互相渴望常常相依却从未完全彼此了解因此无法成为爱人的女朋友。虽然是初作但作者调度能力了得,一个华裔女孩长大过程中有那么多压抑痛苦,她沿着人鱼对水和非人生命的渴望细细描摹,但是远景中景里的鲜血淋漓也一一在目。鲜血淋漓、熠熠生辉,正是这本小说、正是人鱼的尾。
关于一个非常重要的逻辑线,作者的表述非常不清晰。女主人公到底是在周遭环境、所遭遇的事情的作用力下被迫成为人鱼的,还是她在坚持做生而为人鱼的自己?第一章里有提到“mermaids are not born. We are made.”同样在第一章里,“mine (reasons) were simply a slow uncovering of my true self.”在剩余的的十九章里,十好几章都在讲她成长过程中的痛苦遭遇,她变身为人鱼的契机也是为了想要赢得游泳比赛,同时还可以满足教练、父母和朋友对自己的期待;第17章更是直接提到许多像美人鱼一样的传说故事是源于trauma and violence and blood。但第18章女主又宣称我一直都是人鱼。所以,变身人鱼是否是被动?
I‘m a homosexual, I like pain.//也想成为别人的大屁股知己出现在严肃姐妹文学的acknowledgments里
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